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So what do I do now
I don't know how I'm supposed to be
Do I get on top
Do I sit or squat
What happens if I have to pee

I've seen what he's got down there
And I'm worried just a little bit
Though I know I'm strong
He's oh so long
And I'm afraid it might not fit

So what am I worth now
Does the prize justify the deed
Will he hold me tight
Will it last all night
How much will I have to bleed

Ok, so here I am now
Dressed as he asked me to be
Will he taste real bad
Will he tell my dad
And will my dad take my money from me

I've been paying all my life
For this body, this hair..objectised
And now it's time to make this body pay for me